The End

In 10mins time, it will mark my final mins here officially. 

Been victimised by some rich people's domestic arguments. Oh well. 

Anyway, the exit is sooner or later.

- This blog was updated through my M1 mobile phone.

1059 - New Toy

i've acquired another new toy two days ago. haa. it's to replace my 8 mth old old toy. ya, a little too soon to replace it, but it's really getting me on my nerves. 2 times to the servicing centre, but the problem is still there. my old toy "snooke" me.

aiyah, but tat's just an excuse la. it's not tat problematic to the extent tat i need to replace it. i just dun wan to make changes to my own way of doing things just to accommodate the bug in it. and i'm lazy to kick a fuss with the customer service. i've changed, haven't i? the previous fiery Qwerty seems to be gone.

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was trying to find the link to my bragging blogging of my old toy, but i realise i didn blog abt it back then??

anyway, it's goodbye to 0mnia and hello to n97 meenee

heh....

HD's very nice to offer to recontract his plan so tat i can acquire the phone at a better price. cos i'm still far from being able to recontract my own plan! thank you! :)

1058 - Changes

CHANGE - verb (used with object)

to make the form, nature, content, future course, etc., of (something) different from what it is or from what it would be if left alone: to change one's name; to change one's opinion; to change the course of history.

It's a love/hate word.

things are moving and changing pretty rapidly. some expected, others unforeseen. next year, life's definitely gonna be different. it is already different, with the changes to my personal life. but it's gonna be more different in the coming year. somehow, i'm not so comfortable/confident with this change. a part of it is not within my control. maybe tat's why i dun feel good. well, at least after almost a good decade, i'm finally going to be out of it, the comfort zone. not sure how i'll fare, i just hope it'll be smooth. else i gotta sell of my depreciating asset. haa. if there's a will, there's a way.

changes to personal life are more or less stable now, and i'm getting pretty used to some new routines. but 1 more change has to be made, hopefully by early next yr too. this, is not within my control as well. (urgh! guess i'm not so good at managing things beyond my call) there also have been some ups and downs, well, tat's part of the whole package right? but we are trying our best to make things work.

well, let's have an optimistic view at my situation. seems like next year is gonna be an exciting year! hur hur hur....




stressed is still that 1 word tat best describes me these days.

Teared

it's been a very long time since i've last shedded a tear. and i did last night. and it was bcos of sone bloody bastard! F*CK HIM! it's not worth my tears man! but i was just so angry tat i couldn't control my tear ducts. DAMN YOU!

nvm. let's see who gets the last laugh.

- This blog was updated through my M1 mobile phone.

Quit Or Not Quit

shortly after we got together, he had cut down his no. of puffs to an average of 5-7 sticks per day, which is equivalent to 2 packs per week. without me stressing him at all. i dislike the smell, but at the same time i did not mention tat i hate it, n had never asked him for anything at all. i've never stopped him.

last night, he said he had a news to break to me. he currently still have 2 unopened packs with him, n he told me he'll stop after he finish those 2. he said he wanna try stopping.

happy i was indeed, for i see tat the puffs r taking his health away. but at the same time, i asked if it was a good idea at all, as he's gonna have a hard time in the weeks or months to come. it'll be terrific if he could succeed, but if he fails, wouldn't it cause some disappointment? he's been with it for a good 2 over decades n in the past, he tried stopping but never succeeded.

i m not sure. but i know tat once he have made a decision n gave his words, he'll give his best to live up to his words.

and i do hope for success.

- This blog was updated through my M1 mobile phone.

1055 - Workout + TT

yesterday had an almost 2hr badminton session (cos we were late) with HD followed by 1.5hr of table tennis (we booked only 1hr but played till the lady kick us away). i enjoy badminton games with him very much cos we are pretty on par. but i'm sure in no time to come, he's gonna beat me flat and thrash me. i dun like to play with weak pple while i can't play with the pros at all. it's like a stuck in between. lousy but now lousy enough. and nowhere near good. and i can't seem to improve at all. cos i dunno the "correct strokes" and stuffs. i can't smash, dunno how to drop balls properly and accurately. HD can hit the at very acute angle! which i admire a lot. but at this stage, he'd either hit it at the net or can't get pass the net. one fine day, he'll be able to do it.

long limbs is good. damn good. so much advantages. i'm always running here and there like a mad woman while tall pple just need to take a few steps to return the ball. i feel like a dwarf playing with a giant. lol.

then came the table tennis game which i totally do not know how to play. haa. it's my 1st table tennis game. i think must had been very bored for HD to "keep me entertained" with simple serves and return shots. while i was very busy exploring the game and how to return the serves properly, not letting the ball "anyhow fly".

i can't wait for the next time we play again. but tat's gonna be a 2 week wait! urgh!!! there's just too little time for leisure! next booking will be 2hrs of badminton and 2hrs of table tennis! he's gonna be so bored at the table tennis game. haa. :P

great combi i feel! perspire like mad at the badminton and the table tennis was a warm down for the body. haa. cos i can't play table tennis and dunno how to exert strength properly.

1054 - Time Management

it's been a huge challenge lately.

there's just too much things in hand yet too little time for everything. some things have already been given up, yet i still seem to be always in a rush. but i think i'm still managing ok. maybe it will get worse in the coming month or so. oh noooo....

maybe bcos there's too much and too sudden changes in life lately? maybe... i just gotta get used to the pace i suppose. well at least i'm pretty sure by a maximum of 3 to 4 months later, things will smoothen up. they should...

1053 - Wiped Out

my contact list in the phone was completely wiped out a few days ago. I dunno why and how it happened. all i did was to sync it with my just formatted lappy. i didn even realise it until bro called me. only number appeared, instead of his name. i took a scroll on my hp, and i realised there was only like 6 contacts left in it! same in the sync-ed lappy! bcos of this, i lost quite a number of important contacts. like the accident's IO's number, my lawyer, some supplier's numbers too. some of these people are not linked with my other contacts! @$!@$%&#$*(~!@#^$#

bro said it happened to him before too. wth!!!

lesson learnt. back up the backed up!

1052 - Crossed

even a little doggy knows how to cross her leg. heh. so cute!

1051 - Bah Chor Mee

this stall selling bah chor mee has always been my favourite bah chor mee since more than a decade ago. i just love everything in it. from their sambal chilli, the "Q-ness" of the noodles, to the generous amount of "liao" in the noodles. button mushroom, chinese mushroom, meat, and most tastiest, their pork liver! they gave so much "liao" that when the noodle is finished, there's still some "liao" at the bottom!

HD and my favourite simple but tasty lunch. 1 big $3 and 1 small $2.50 bah chor mee, and 1 large $0.60 glass of pinapple juice with pineapple cubes! look at the amount of spring onions in the food! haha. spring onions are self serviced.